For the first time

:'(

For the first time in my life, I feel homesick. It's been three weeks since I've gone back to jb...I can't even go back on my mom's birthday :'( I was so stressed and busy with all the projects on hand and I ALMOST forgot to wish my mum happy birthday. I texted her in the evening and she replied at around 10pm..I was on the verge to cry when I was texting her. I really miss her so much. But what made me teared is that I'm the third person who wished her. First was my aunt and second was my dad. My brother and sister didn't wish her...I bet they've forgotten about it. She sounded really sad I can feel her sadness through her message. I wanna give her a hug but all I can do is to send her a virtual one. I wanna cry it all out but my roommate is here so I had to hold back my tears. Well, I'm not one who'll cry in front of people. I hope I can go back next week....sigh.

A test, presentation, 2 artworks, 1 logo due tomorrow. Haha I'm fucked.