Goodbye Skippy.

Why did it happen so fast? Why can't God let him just live for a little longer? I thought I could take it well since I knew he's dying soon but no, I broke down. I just had to watch him taking his last breath till he's not moving with his eyes and mouth open. I'm holding back my tears while I'm typing this now. But I guess I just need to blog to at least get this off my mind a little. I miss calling his name when I'm home. I miss holding him in my arms. I miss his bark. I miss him. He was quiet and scared on the first night dad brought him home, barking all night probably because he's taken away from his mother. Then, he started to play with us and follow everywhere we go. Until about two/three weeks ago, he fell sick. The vet told us that Skippy was diagnosed with this virus that's spreading to dogs now. There's no cure and it all depends on himself. So all we can do is to pray. Ever since he fell sick, he became restless and a lot of eye boogers were forming around his eyes. Sometimes it's so serious that he couldn't open his eyes properly. I cleaned it for him, held him in my arms and told him that he's gonna recover. But apparently...he didn't make it. Day by day, he was getting weaker and having body cramps. He couldn't even walk without falling down. The vet suggested that we gave him the euthanasia. But we didn't. Until yesterday, Skippy can't walk or get up by himself anymore. He couldn't even breathe properly. I just didn't expect him to left us today. It's just too fast..he has only been with us for less than 2 months. 

I hate to see that empty cage. I'm going to cry again...

Rest in peace Skippy, be happy.

I love you.

Hugo has all the symptoms that Skippy had...He, too is going to leave us..
I've been working on a project for Scape over the weekend..despite having a lot of school work. I hope I won't screw up my grades for WebD. Sigh, buck up Jenette.