Lose & Gain

Tonight it is. I finally let all my feelings out. I've shared my problem with a few people that I trust. I've come to realize that I treasure this particular friend a lot. I'm quite surprised that I feel comfortable telling him everything, even things that my close friends don't know. You don't get to meet many people like that in your life. At the same time, I'm also at my worst because I've hurt someone. Some things just have to be done sooner or later...but I still feel like an asshole. I hope that I'll wake up feeling better tomorrow. Really needa get myself busy with all the works I have to forget these horrible feelings.